gosh it's been a while

que pasa nino?

oh my daays i haven't written in ages...
i've been too busy i guess. my mac is down in the repair shop, fingers crossed they don't suss out all my naughty programs i got on that bad boy...

my cameras been not much use to me because i couldnt find the charger. hence why i used the nikon D80 at the fashion show which went AMAZINGLY well thanks.

the music was good, went well with the selection of clothes, the models all looked sick and the execution was just damn perfect. not bad seeing as the night before we had....nothing.

i was asked to do an interview for rave on air which i hated because i was tired and haggard and looked deeeeeeeskustin. but it's all fun and games, the parents had a good chortle when it was broadcasted in the studio.

(Y)

anyway, just got back from albuferia (09 with the lads, and t shirts, and hoodies, obviously.)

too many jokes, too many jokes. i actually love the horse and mother owl. was an experience i will never forget.

for example, 'don't mean to be funny yeah, but i really don't fancy just WALKING out of a window.' -you don't understand how funny that actually was.

and our CONSTANT MEXICAN ACCENTS. why.

anyway...

Making manymanymany plans for this summer so i don't evaporate with boredom.

The lover BH an i are gonna crack on, IMGN will be up and running very soon, lets hope it won't cost FUCKING £80 quid to produce this time huh???????????

it's all good i got a distinction :)

so future plans: lots of design &production, printing, promoting,and most importantly, parttyyying. look out for the faux boys out on the streets ya git me.

yakshimaash.

Martin Margiela, i salute you

spot the nightmare

i cracked up so much at this one...mission impossible of the year award?

baby, did you forget to take your meds?

lame? i'll give you lame.

today i covered david in blood and pushed him in a bucket of water. only joking.
the photos have come out nice. deffinitely gorier then the first set.
now where's my cable?

Strobe light and slow shutter speed=my worst nightmare.

The first photoshoot of the project - I'm really happy with how these have come out, I think Rosa looks amazing, and the style really suits her, PLUS she put up with having her skin stained for a day. I got really good feedback from these photos and all the bloody planning I did.

I need to do some editting - the final photos that go into the zine will have white eyes like I planned, and I most probably will enhance the photos to look a little brighter because they're quite dark at the moment.

1st photoshoot prep

photoshoot prep 1 - real thing to come

knitknitknitknitknitknit

Dear Simone Shailes and Sandra Backlund. these are amazing... i'd get over my fear of wool for these bad boys.

the fear...you know when you can imagine the texture of wool crunching in your teeth..AHIBFhfeh j92849r/w"Ds;JI39212-R F££$ makes me feel physically SICK. and sucking on cotton wool, or rubbing velvet the wrong way or finding something really dirty in a charity shop NYUURRGH.

It's time to actually do some work...bai.

mmm yes please

for me?

would you like a pancake toby?

yes. i dropped my maple syrup down my jeans on pancake day. thought it looked cool. then got carried away. i was dripping maple syrup? is that okay to say? i was dripping maple syrup. once more for good luck...maple syrup.

knuckle dusters owight

architecture and structure

long time no see

i haven't posted in ages... partly because i've been so busy with doing all this crazy work for assessment, and partly because my cable just isn't working and i haven't been able to upload any photos from my camera, which is more then annoying.

not a lot has happened... has been a weird few weeks. working really hard for college, and decided on my final major project theme. i've decided to incorporate all elements of fashion; styling, photography, illustration (& garment design) to create a mini-magazine that would feature in a larger and more successful periodical. it's quite ambitious and a shit load of work but i think it's gonna be well fun to do; i'm planning some really weird photoshoots, interviews and illustration techniques.

IZZ GONNA BE GUUUUUD.

yuck

Welcome to a bad day.
I have so much bloody work to do and not enough hours in the days to work out where to begin. fucking revelations. fucking lewisham. fucking fashion foundation. fucking SOI. fucking driving license. fucking FUCK.

Well I looked my demons in the eyes,
laid bare my chest, said "Do your best, destroy me.
You see, I've been to hell and back so many times,
I must admit you kind of bore me."
There's a lot of things that can kill a man,
there's a lot of ways to die,
listen, some already did that walked beside me.
There's a lot of things I don't understand,
why so many people lie.
Its the hurt I hide that fuels the fire inside me.
Will I always feel this way?
So empty, so estranged.

This is similar to the theme of the next planned photoshoot which i think is on tuesday. shit that's tomorrow.
See you later then.

good old times

i'm trying to do 100 illustrations in a few days. was gonna be a day but i started yesterday, I'm on 64 and i can't be bothered to make it to 100 tonight because i'm off to the pub with the lads.

first time out in like 3/4 days because of this cold.

so i took a few photos on photobooth to use as like templates...

anyway, this one cracked me up because a-i look about 5 and MENTAL and b- it reminds me of this jokes photo of me when i'm about 4 and I needed a new passport photo but i couldn't sit still, and my mum's trying to neaten up my bowl cut, and I just look amazingly happy.

i took the illustration off because it was shit and annoyed me alot.


Ha ha hahaha.

Can you not take any fucking pictures please

We saw a car crash.
It was real bad.
The alpha romaos driver was really angry.
I'm not putting these up to laugh at the drivers misfortune, I just think they're quite good photos.

nothing but your t shirt on

i want this camera real bad.

nous ne sommes pas tres fort uh?

how comes everything comes to a stand still when it snows.
i quite like it though.
the field behind my house is beautiful.

i'm actually quite ill at the moment, well annoying that i can't play in the snow.
but i have ventured out to take photos. everywhere around was virtually untouched until i arrived with my boots and massive camera. i tore the streets up yeahh.

my cat followed me round the garden while i took photos. it was well sweet, she sunk further every step she took, which shocked her more and more the further she went into the garden. so funny.

i crouched like a crow, contrast in the snow.